Sunday, December 30, 2007

Day 9

I look round my words as I speak them, trying to see, trying to find something to let me know. Silence and suggestion prick my ears, past-earned wisdom ties my hands; that old fear of being trapped. Lies hide in truth, truth plays games with its followers -- we only end up blamed ourselves.

I find what I was looking for. Not what I hoped, but what I feared. An empty cup held out, a smile without eyes. Moments with no following. A hand to hold but not to take.

Thank you, I say. Thank you.

I can leave now.

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